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And I tell myself to let the story end
That my heart will rest
in someone else's hand

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Afraid of The ........
Thursday, May 30, 2013 // Thursday, May 30, 2013

Hello guys and assalamualaikum :) I'm afraid of the dark. Titik. Noktah. Well I really mean it. Idk why sometimes I like dark places because it chase away my worried or sadness but mostly I'm afraid of it ._. Eh logiklah kan ? Dekat tempat gelap boleh jadi macam macam. Bukan ada hantu jin syaiton bagai je. Manusia bertopengkan syaiton lagilah galaknya. What I mean here,dekat tempat gelap boleh terjadi pelbagai maksiat such as rompak, rogol, bunuh and etc. And that's why I'm always being too childish, minta orang teman sana sini. Lol bajet comel but that's the truth. 




And then, I also afraid of being alone. Alone without any people beside me. Bukannya kena dumped dengan boyfriend or kena abai dengan masyarakat. No no no. Tapi yang tu pun takut juga actually cuma taklah seseram 'being alone'. If I'm alone, I always tend to overthinking and mostly I'll think about youknow 'that thing' And It won't stop until I close my eyes or calling anyone (on call with Danial mostly) or running away to crowded place full of dangerous homo sapiens ._. Alhamdulillah tak pernah jadi apa apa. Well stupid me.




I also afraid of the cats. Yes, cats are cute blablabla but I just don't like them very well. I'm not hating them, I only don't like their claws. What I mean actually, anything that have claws atau suka mencakar are not my type. I used to have a cat when I was five y/o. He was my one and only first cat. Tapi malangnya dia mati kena langgar lari. In front of my eyes! And since that I never have cat as my pet. Actually, I don't have pet anymore. My last pet, Mielo (a tortoise) had been taken by my cousin without my permission :| Ciss.




Thanks for lending me your eyes and time. I'm just too bored. So I just write whatever running through my mind. (ayat nak bajet sedap) I miss Danial. I miss his voice. I miss his face. I miss everything. *pasang lagu sentimental* Hopefully, everything will be fine there. InsyaAllah he and his family will be safe. #OverthinkingKillsYou

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